Mahalo!

That's hello and goodbye from what I understand.

I got my last kisses from this guy tonight. We leave long before he'll think of waking up. I've only cried a little. But I feel like there is a boulder on my chest making it hard to breath. Never in a million zillion years did I ever think, pre motherhood, that my tiny human would have such an emotional and physical effect on me.

I know this is very needed, and we will have an awesome time, but we are both going to miss our little guy more than we can stand it.

Jason kept telling me I'm not allowed to cry in paradise, and I don't think I will... But then he said "who am I kidding, I'm probably going to be the one crying." Doubt it, but it was sweet!